HOLY SMOKES!

I haven’t written in a while. But I HAVE been keeping up with Supernatural. Sorry for the lack of entries — I’ve been quite busy with things.

I do have a few comments on what’s been going on:

1.) Cas has been so funny in the last few episodes; my favorite moment in these recent episodes was when Sam called Cas on his cellphone and Cas’ voice mail came on. His hilarious, “Wait, why do I have to say my name?” statement was to die for.

2.) I’m getting horribly confused about what’s going on with things.

3.) Dean’s moment of tricking Zachariah (sp?) was most excellent; I’m so very glad he is gone, but now I’m at a loss of what the boys are going to do now. (I guess find all four Horseman rings?)

4.) Was the trickster always Gabriel? Even in the very first episode where we saw him?

5.) The moment when Bobby shows Dean his gun and how he thinks of blowing his brains out everyday was intense. I heart Bobby for life.

6.) What was with Dean going to Lisa’s house? I’m sorry, but I just didn’t see that much intense chemistry between either of them during “The Kids Aren’t Alright” episode. They had a fling, right? I can’t see how this woman would be the love of Dean’s life, especially when we got no hint of that at all in later episodes. If I had to choose any “love of his life” for Dean, it would have been Cassie from “Route 666.” I can’t remember the episode at all but I seem to vaguely remember them having more history than him and Lisa. I don’t know, it just seemed way out of left field to me. It was like the writers were scurrying to give Dean these “final amends/goodbyes” sequences simply to tug at our heart strings and voila! You’ve got Lisa.

Can’t think of anything else right now — but I’m definitely excited for the final four episodes of the season! Still can’t fathom what they’ll do for another season.

Will You Be My Valentine?

So because I’m still in the middle of a move, I don’t have the usual time to write a fleshy entry. But I figured I owe it to the Supernatural fans who actually read my blog to write at least SOMETHING this week! I love you girls.

I really, really enjoyed last week’s episode for several reasons. It definitely was not a filler episode and we were able to delve a little more into the apocalypse storyline. I also like the fact that even though it wasn’t one of those funny episodes, there were parts in there that had me laughing out loud. I also like the fact that it dealt with people’s vices and addictions as I am working towards becoming a substance abuse counselor.

The most important thing we learn from this episode is that Dean may be “soulless.” The whole premise is that the “hungry” horseman comes and makes everybody’s soul hunger for something — whether that’s alcohol, food, sex, etc. The entire time everybody is being overtaken by this, even Castiel, and we are left wondering why on earth Dean isn’t affected. This is when we find out that Dean may very well not have a soul, or at least a soul worth saving. This all eventually leads up to one of the most powerful endings in Supernatural history (in my opinion) — Dean breaking down and asking God for help. The scene touched my heart and made me cry out for Dean (not literally); I felt so tremendously sad for Dean in that moment.

Enough sadness — the parts that made me laugh out loud were when Castiel and Dean were on the phone with each other. Dean was asking when Castiel would meet them at their location and as soon as he turns around Castiel is standing there and says something along the lines of, “I’m there now” with the most adorable look on his face! This was a Castiel heavy episode and I enjoyed every second of it. I’m sure my readers did too! The second part was when Dean handed over a real heart to Sam and asked him to be his Valentine. Priceless!

Ok…I think that’s all I wanted to touch on. I am VERY disappointed that no new episodes will be airing until the end of March. I just got over waiting forever during the winter hiatus! Now I have to wait another month — oh, the torture! No pun intended (Dean).

My Castiel Dream

So for some reason I had a dream about Castiel last night! It was really weird, but really freaking awesome at the same time.

So I guess Castiel and I were together, but we hadn’t…consummated our relationship if you catch my drift. Anyway – that night was “the big night.” But to see Castiel, I had to go through this other angel/doorman first. He looked like Castiel so I was like, “You should join us tonight!” Of course this angel was all for it. (I know…weird, right?) So anyway – I walk into Catiel’s room with the doorman angel and you could tell Castiel was disappointed. I guess Castiel and I could communicate with our brains so I sent out a message, “Do you want me to send him away?” And he told me yes, so I did.

So we were right about to do our thing and….that’s all I remember!

So even though I didn’t get to see what it was like to be with an angel, Castiel looked damn fine in my dream. I’m so excited for Supernatural on the 21st!

Wait…What? I Thought Lucifer…

Dean Makes a Funny Face

So because last week the previews for Supernatural said, “SOON,” I figured we weren’t going to get any new episodes for a bit. But when I tuned in to watch a rerun, I was pleasantly surprised to see a new episode.

There’s not much to say about this one on my end. But I will say this:

I am getting a bit tired of keeping track of who the main “bad guy” is. First it was Azazel, then Lilith, then Lucifer, and now Jesse (The Anti-Christ). (Well, maybe not Jesse…yet.) It’s like they want us to focus on one person but then a few months later it’s like, “Nope! We thought THAT guy was going the end the world, but we really meant THIS guy.”

Sometimes I just say to myself, “Why can’t Lucifer just blow up the world by his own means?” I feel like this war is being drawn out a little too much, and because of that, it feels unbelievable. We know that Sam has to give Lucifer permission to take over his body, but holy geez. I just feel like there’s no purpose for this Jesse character. I don’t know if I wasn’t paying attention or what, but what is he even supposed to do? Wasn’t Lucifer supposed to end the world? What does Jesse have to do with it if Lucifer is already supposed to bring the apocalypse? I’m so frustrated, lol.

I’ll also say this:

How cute was it when Castiel was turned into a little toy figurine?

Oh and…

Wouldn’t you figure the boys would have seen Jesse’s surf posters on the wall and assumed he “teleported” himself to Australia?

Season 5!

Castiel Pretending to be an FBI Agent.

So sorry I haven’t been writing! I got a full time job and haven’t had time to write, but I have been keeping up with season 5 of Supernatural. Since we are already three episodes in, I guess I’ll just pick up from last night’s episode.

The plot thickens as Sam and Dean go their separate ways. I couldn’t really take this seriously as we know they can’t keep the brothers apart so early in the season. I suppose they will be reunited soon, although as brothers or enemies is anyone’s guess! I love the idea of Sam vs. Dean even though I’d hate to see Sam “fall off the wagon” again, although this seems like the most logical thing to happen. As Dean being the chosen one, it seems only natural and fitting for Sam to be the other chosen one (on the dark side).

It’ll be interesting to see if/how Sam will give consent to Lucifer. Next week’s episode looks totally awesome as we will be going five years into the future!

I just have to say that last night’s episode made me laugh out loud more than once. My favorite laugh out loud moment was when Castiel brought out his fake FBI badge. The look on his face is so serious even though he’s supposed to look like a jackass. And when he tells the police officer that demons and angels are fighting around the world — it’s so funny! And don’t get me started on his face when he’s in the brothel with Dean. All funniness aside, Misha Collins is such a great actor!

I can’t wait for next week.

PS: I thought we were done with Ruby until I saw her in the pilot episode of “FlashFoward!” LOL.

The Season Finale

I know. I’m horrible. I should have written about the season finale as soon as it ended! But I’ve been unmotivated and maybe I just wanted to pretend I wouldn’t have to wait a whole summer to see what happens with Lucifer.

Going back to my previous entry, most of my questions were answered. Castiel was going to tell Dean that they were for the apocalypse, Castiel let Sam out because Sam was meant to begin the apocalypse, and killing Lillith was not going to stop the breaking of the seals.

I know others disagree, but I love Bobby for ripping into Dean. When he called him “whiny” I let out a “Thank You!” because I totally agreed. I’m sorry but I really did think Dean was being whiny and I was getting so irritated with his stubborn attitude. But I’m glad Bobby called Dean a greater man than John, because I believe that to be 100% true. John did the best he could with what he had, but this season made me realize he wasn’t this untouchable hero I had always thought he was.

Shame on me for having faith in Ruby as I was Ruby fan. I was very disappointed and hoping until the very last minute she was good. But no. Having her profess her awesomeness at the end was so corny and irritating I wanted to puke, and the moment Sam realized he had been fooled for so long broke my heart. To me his face automatically reverted back to the face of a child and the look of fear he evoked was just so heartbreaking. I immediately felt sorry for him instead of pissed, and the guilt he is most likely going to feel is going to kill him. The solitary “I’m sorry” when Dean finally breaks in was powerful.

I don’t doubt Ruby’s love for Sam. I honestly believe she was in love with him but was hoping as soon as he saw what he had done he would side with her and turn 100% evil. But thank God her plans backfired and when Sam grabbed her from behind so Dean could stab her was the best decision he’s made the entire season. It was his moment of clarity and I’m so glad he followed through. He didn’t even have to THINK about it. He wasn’t enticed by the rewards he would receive for breaking the last seal (am I spelling seal right?) and by that we know Sam’s heart was stronger than the demon blood he was drinking.

I knew Castiel would turn around. All I can say about him right now is that he is my hero.

I can’t see how this is going to play out, but then again, I had no idea how they were going to bring Dean back from Hell either. I’m sure it’ll work out. I’ve heard season 5 is the last season, and I could see why it would be, but I really hope it doesn’t end.

Ok. My Thoughts.

I apologize for the lack of entries. I’ve been busy working and just haven’t found the time to write a proper entry! So this one is going to be short — I’m still pretty busy/tired and don’t have the energy to write a whole bunch.

Okay. So the episode before last where Dean finally sees Sam drinking demon blood:

The ending was so powerful. I’ve dealt with addiction within myself and my family, and as much as Sam doesn’t feel he is addicted to drinking demon blood, he knows his body relies on it now and he has addictive symptoms when he doesn’t have it. The fact that Dean “let go” at the end — meaning he didn’t even care anymore that his brother was being deceptive — was what so many people need to do when they have an addictive family member. He realized he had NO control over Sam. He realized it was out of his hands and that whatever happened would happen regardless of what he said or did.

And Sam’s reaction was text book addict. No matter how much Sam hates when Dean controls him, you see at the end that he is clearly upset when Dean doesn’t rip him a new a-hole. He expected it, and in away he depended on it in order to keep that resentment against his brother. It’s almost as if he needed Dean to yell at him in order to prove to himself that Dean is always trying to control him. And the fact that Dean didn’t fuel Sam’s fire was the first step in breaking the co-dependency between the brothers.

Now onto last week’s episode with Sam’s intervention:

Although the episode was both emotional and gripping, I had a hard time enjoying it. I think both brothers were being very selfish and failed to even try to understand each other at all. They both are at such pivotal points right now that they cannot work together and it’s killing me! I understand where both boys are coming from, but the fact that they were just so stubborn irritated me beyond belief. But like I said, they are at such pivotal points that maybe any hope of understanding is lost. Sam has crossed a line and it’s going to take more than Dean to reel him back in. Sam really needs to f*ck up now in order to make him realize what he’s doing — and I have a feeling it’s going to happen very soon. He has way too much pride in regards to Lillith, and destroying her and saving the world just seems way too convenient. Can Sam be that naive? In short — yes, because all he cares about is himself right now.

I also feel very lost — there’s so many things going on right now and I can’t fathom everything being tied up in the season finale. Which means I’ll most likely have to wait a whole summer to figure everything out. Will we find out why Castiel let Sam free? Will we find out what Castiel needed to tell Dean? What will happen to Anna? Is Ruby deceiving Sam? Is killing Lillith really all they need to do in order to stop the breaking of the seals? Etc. Etc.

So that’s all for now. I guess I did write a pretty long entry, but when I get going it’s hard to stop. Everyone get ready for the season finale!

If You Seek A Dean

So this is a parody of Britney’s song “If You Seek Amy.” I changed the words around so it was “Deanified.” Try to read/sing it along to the actual tune of the song or some of it may not sound right. Hope you like it! Here are the original lyrics to compare (opens in new window).  

“If You Seek A Dean”

Oh Bobby, Bobby, have you seen a Dean tonight
Is he in the im-pa-la or out with Sam to dine, oh?
Oh Bobby, Bobby, does he favor the key lime
For the pie I’m gonna buy him
Do you know just what he likes, Oh?  

Tell me if you’ve seen him
‘Cause I’m so, oh
I can’t get him off of my brain
I just wanna go
To the cities he’s gun’ go
So that I can take him home
Haha, heehee, haha, ho

Hunt me, save me, do what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls
Are beggin’ to if you seek a Dean
Hunt me, save me, but don’t forget Sammy
All of the boys and all of the girls
Are beggin’ to if you seek a Dean

Dean done told me he was gonna beat you up
After watching Busty Asian Beauts’
And drinkin’ at the pub, oh
He’s got the rock salt and that look upon his face
But it’s hard to see with all the demons standing in the way, oh

Castiel I need him
‘Cause I’m so, oh
Even though he’s sometimes a pain
I just wanna go
On the hunt that he gun’ go
Kick some ass with Sam in tow
Haha, heehee, haha, ho

Chorus

So tell me if you see him
(Let me know who he was shootin’ and what it was like)
‘Cause Lucifer’s close to winnin’
(Do you know if he was takin’ the whole night?)
Oh Bobby, Bobby, if you seek a Dean tonight, oh
Oh Bobby, Bobby, we’ll make sure to stand and fight, oh
Oh, Bobby, Bobby
Oh, Bobby, Bobby

Chorus

Where’s Castiel?

Is anyone else going through Castiel withdrawals? I miss seeing his face. I miss hearing his voice. I miss his questionable angel ways.

Because I needed a dose of the boys last Thursday night, I decided to watch the rerun on the CW. I’ll be honest, I mainly watched it just so I could see Dean scream at the cat and to also see his wonderful performance of Eye of the Tiger at the end. My husband realized how enamored I was with it that when we were about to go to bed he lifted his thigh and started playing the guitar with it. It was pretty awesome.

I noticed no previews for an episode next week either, and I heard from the CW that Supernatural won’t be coming back on until March! I’m so disappointed. What are us fangirls to do? Reruns it is. It never hurt to see Jensen all over again.