The Season Finale

I know. I’m horrible. I should have written about the season finale as soon as it ended! But I’ve been unmotivated and maybe I just wanted to pretend I wouldn’t have to wait a whole summer to see what happens with Lucifer.

Going back to my previous entry, most of my questions were answered. Castiel was going to tell Dean that they were for the apocalypse, Castiel let Sam out because Sam was meant to begin the apocalypse, and killing Lillith was not going to stop the breaking of the seals.

I know others disagree, but I love Bobby for ripping into Dean. When he called him “whiny” I let out a “Thank You!” because I totally agreed. I’m sorry but I really did think Dean was being whiny and I was getting so irritated with his stubborn attitude. But I’m glad Bobby called Dean a greater man than John, because I believe that to be 100% true. John did the best he could with what he had, but this season made me realize he wasn’t this untouchable hero I had always thought he was.

Shame on me for having faith in Ruby as I was Ruby fan. I was very disappointed and hoping until the very last minute she was good. But no. Having her profess her awesomeness at the end was so corny and irritating I wanted to puke, and the moment Sam realized he had been fooled for so long broke my heart. To me his face automatically reverted back to the face of a child and the look of fear he evoked was just so heartbreaking. I immediately felt sorry for him instead of pissed, and the guilt he is most likely going to feel is going to kill him. The solitary “I’m sorry” when Dean finally breaks in was powerful.

I don’t doubt Ruby’s love for Sam. I honestly believe she was in love with him but was hoping as soon as he saw what he had done he would side with her and turn 100% evil. But thank God her plans backfired and when Sam grabbed her from behind so Dean could stab her was the best decision he’s made the entire season. It was his moment of clarity and I’m so glad he followed through. He didn’t even have to THINK about it. He wasn’t enticed by the rewards he would receive for breaking the last seal (am I spelling seal right?) and by that we know Sam’s heart was stronger than the demon blood he was drinking.

I knew Castiel would turn around. All I can say about him right now is that he is my hero.

I can’t see how this is going to play out, but then again, I had no idea how they were going to bring Dean back from Hell either. I’m sure it’ll work out. I’ve heard season 5 is the last season, and I could see why it would be, but I really hope it doesn’t end.

Ok. My Thoughts.

I apologize for the lack of entries. I’ve been busy working and just haven’t found the time to write a proper entry! So this one is going to be short — I’m still pretty busy/tired and don’t have the energy to write a whole bunch.

Okay. So the episode before last where Dean finally sees Sam drinking demon blood:

The ending was so powerful. I’ve dealt with addiction within myself and my family, and as much as Sam doesn’t feel he is addicted to drinking demon blood, he knows his body relies on it now and he has addictive symptoms when he doesn’t have it. The fact that Dean “let go” at the end — meaning he didn’t even care anymore that his brother was being deceptive — was what so many people need to do when they have an addictive family member. He realized he had NO control over Sam. He realized it was out of his hands and that whatever happened would happen regardless of what he said or did.

And Sam’s reaction was text book addict. No matter how much Sam hates when Dean controls him, you see at the end that he is clearly upset when Dean doesn’t rip him a new a-hole. He expected it, and in away he depended on it in order to keep that resentment against his brother. It’s almost as if he needed Dean to yell at him in order to prove to himself that Dean is always trying to control him. And the fact that Dean didn’t fuel Sam’s fire was the first step in breaking the co-dependency between the brothers.

Now onto last week’s episode with Sam’s intervention:

Although the episode was both emotional and gripping, I had a hard time enjoying it. I think both brothers were being very selfish and failed to even try to understand each other at all. They both are at such pivotal points right now that they cannot work together and it’s killing me! I understand where both boys are coming from, but the fact that they were just so stubborn irritated me beyond belief. But like I said, they are at such pivotal points that maybe any hope of understanding is lost. Sam has crossed a line and it’s going to take more than Dean to reel him back in. Sam really needs to f*ck up now in order to make him realize what he’s doing — and I have a feeling it’s going to happen very soon. He has way too much pride in regards to Lillith, and destroying her and saving the world just seems way too convenient. Can Sam be that naive? In short — yes, because all he cares about is himself right now.

I also feel very lost — there’s so many things going on right now and I can’t fathom everything being tied up in the season finale. Which means I’ll most likely have to wait a whole summer to figure everything out. Will we find out why Castiel let Sam free? Will we find out what Castiel needed to tell Dean? What will happen to Anna? Is Ruby deceiving Sam? Is killing Lillith really all they need to do in order to stop the breaking of the seals? Etc. Etc.

So that’s all for now. I guess I did write a pretty long entry, but when I get going it’s hard to stop. Everyone get ready for the season finale!

Sexy Violence

The title of my blog is of course a play on words on last night episode’s title. “Sex and Violence” was a great episode, and it was full of sex, violence, and sexy violence! (SPOILERS in this post!)

I won’t go into too much detail of what the show was about, because I want to talk about the things I liked and didn’t like about the episode.

First thing I liked was when the boys meet the she-doctor, Cara, for the first time. Sam’s obviously already got this one in the bag, and when Dean walks in and tries to charm her and finds out she’s not biting, he has this priceless look on his face like, “Wait, what just happened?”  It was cute and definitely made me laugh out loud. 

I also liked the end of the episode when Sam and Dean go at it after getting “poisoned” with the Siren’s love juice. We’ve seen them fight before, but never like this! I hate to say it, but Dean holding Sam at knife point is exactly what my title says: SEXY VIOLENCE! Dean just looked so “into” it if you catch my drift. Then having them throw punches at each other was freakin’ awesome. Now, at the end, the boys apologize for the mean things they say to each other and excuse their behavior by saying it was the Siren’s love juice. I don’t believe that. I think deep down they both feel a little resentment at each other, and I wouldn’t blame Sam for feeling like Dean was running away instead of trying to fight Lilith. I think the boys knew they were both telling the truth as well, but neither wanted to admit it. 

Onto the thing I didn’t like: Sam and Cara. Although us fangirls never not like a steamy sex scene with a Winchester, this particular one just rubbed me the wrong way. No pun intended. 

Because Ruby and Sam were secretly working together, it was hard not to wonder if they were “together” after they had slept with each other. I wanted to believe it to be true, because even though I am not a fan of Ruby #2, I was a fan of Ruby #1 and would like to see them as one in the same person even though they look different. So the reason why the sex scene didn’t sit right with me is because I truly believe Ruby has deep feelings for Sam, and the fact that he slept with someone else who he just met just makes me sick. I know, I hate to talk that way about Sam, but he really disappointed me. How would Ruby feel if she found out? Will she care or not? And if she does find out, how is it going to play out in future episodes? I would have liked to not picture Sam as a man-slut, but he admitted at the end he was doing the whole “love ‘em and leave ‘em” thing. Not that I think Cara really cared, but I think that’s more of a Dean thing. I thought Sam wasn’t like that. And although this episode pretty much clarified the fact that Ruby and Sam are NOT together, I just felt like I was watching Sam cheat on Ruby even though I knew they were not an item. I think that pretty much sums it up: For me, it felt like Sam was cheating.

If I were Ruby, even if I didn’t want Sam in that way, I would still feel a pang of jealousy and hurt. 

But on a lighter note, after the sex scene was over, I did put my hand to my chest and sigh (in a good way). Two Sam sex scenes in one season? Awesome.

I figured out the other FBI was bogus the moment Dean go into the car with him at the end; for those of you who saw it earlier, kudos to you! I also knew Bobby would intervene at the end; I truly love when he does because he always makes me smile.

As for the next episode, they had no previews so it will most likely be a rerun next week! So sad.

Ruby to my Husband

So this morning I thought, “How does Ruby have time to curl her hair and put make-up on if she’s always on the move saving her life and the life of the boys?” So I asked my husband and his answer was, “She probably doesn’t have to. She probably goes…” and then after that he did spirit fingers from the front of his head down to his stomach while making a shwooshing noise. Meaning – because she’s not human she can probably do her hair and make-up magically, lol. He’s so awesome.

I Know What You Did Last Summer Epi.

*SPOILERS*

Um…all I can say is…wow. I think we all know what scene I’m talking about. I think we saw this coming back when Ruby was Katie Cassidy, but we just didn’t know when or how. I’m completely satisfied with how it played out, and I’m completely satisfied with the fact that it was Ruby. I think it would have been hotter if it had been Katie Cassidy, but oh well…we can’t have everything. Can I say that the part where Dean grabs her off the floor and wraps her legs around him was scorching?! That was intense.

I wonder if their romantic relationship will continue – if you remember back to the first episode this season, Dean finds Ruby and Sam in a hotel room together and she’s only wearing a shirt and underwear. Which means they may have been intimate with each other for most of the time Dean was in Hell. Hm…

Ok and NEXT WEEK’S EPISODE?! Dean and Anna?! So I can’t say that I’m NOT excited to see Dean do his thing, it’s been so long since we’ve seen that, but I didn’t expect it with this girl. But it’s kind of funny – Sam and a demon and Dean with a person who hears angels. Either way – lucky girls.